It’s been whirlwind of emotional work here in Effyland and it’s been soooooo fucking good. You know? Hard but good in the way that only deeply satisfying personal work can be. Some conclusions I’ve drawn of late: I’m never going to be perfect, no matter how hard I try. (Thank GODS we got that straight… Continue reading →
I had a bit of a break through yesterday after I blogged about anxiety and where it stems from. As I was going deeper in my paper journal, I realized that there are a few other things that contribute to my level of anxiety, and the top of the list was multitasking. I caught myself… Continue reading →
I am one anxious bean. It’s not like there’s anything going on to make me anxious. It isn’t ‘circumstantial anxiety’. It is purely triggered and I’ve had it all my life. It cycles. Sometimes I can relax and just go with the flow. Other times I find myself vibrating with oh-my-god-what’s-next anxiety. Being a survivour… Continue reading →
*Some of the girls and I decided, during a session of Church of Art that “Ficus” sounds like a really juicy curse word, so we’ve adopted it as such. Yes, we’re a little on the crazy side, but we sure do have a lot of ficus fun. :) *** Hola!! What a week. Seriously. Monday,… Continue reading →